Sigh. Dating sucks. Its just so exhausting.Confusing,too. Got stood up the minister. I'm giving him another chance. Mainly because boyfriend has issues. I like helping others and I'm not all that into him. He's so vulnerable and charming...but my feelings aren't all that sexual.He explained himself and we are okay.
Still I think it would be a thrill to corrupt him...all Thornbirds like.
I cancelled with Mr. Electric. Had to work. He told me spent the evening with a woman he has a crush on. He gave her a footrub and seems very into her. Apparently,he stated,that he was tingly from touching her.
Um..okay...?
I also heard from Ace today.
Yes, Ace.
What the crap? Out of the blue he called. He is still dating the "dirty hippie" woman. She's vanilla,five years younger,and has a kid. He told me several times he missed me. He also said "I love you" or "I love ya" several times. Not sure which.Ace also stated that he "would do anything for me". So confusing.
What the hell is that? What does he want?
Heard from the cop,too. He begged me to let him come over.I declined but talked to him. He says he wants "to get into my head" and that we "could be good for each other". Hmmmm....
I guess I just feel...blah. I seem to be attracting men who are not that into me. Or the ones I don't want...? Can't get enough of me.
Ironic,no?
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